October 21, 2013.

So I've come to realize a few things about this second period health class. One: childbirth is the most disgusting thing ever. Two: all the races stick to eachother. Like, all the white folk talk to eachother, the Hispanics are within themselves, and the blacks sort of talk to everyone. So they're an exception. I don't know why I felt to share. Trying to get my mind off the gross video, I guess. It's about sex and reproduction and stuff like that. They guy narrating literally just said that sex isn't fun. Pfft! Okay, bro. Nah, I'm #TeamVirgin. We watched childbirth happen. Seriously nasty shit. The kid just shoots out! You know those machines that shoot out tennis balls? Yeah, it's like that. This whole video makes my body hurt. Like, the babies got stuck and oh my god it looked painful as all hell. My wrists hurt. Like my scars are throbbing. The redness will go down for about thirty minutes and then the bottom one will get all red again. I'm not complaining, though. I like my scars. They're battle scars, ya know? I don't want them to go away. Because I'm scared I'll lose the constant reminders to not do it again. Not like I could, though, if I wanted to. I don't have anything to do it with. I broke my lay one after the last time. Sayin as I broke my promise and all. I really wish I wasn't so shy in this class. In every other class, I'm outgoing an noticed but not in this one. Heh, I bet the people in this class could never imagine me being not shy. I'm not sure why I am in this class. I hope Nathan's bruise goes away soon.