So.
Alright, I read through all my old posts and wow... shit's changed. Um. I've been clean for.. what like 5 months now? I think, yeah. I'm starting to figure out who I am as a person and what I do and don't like.
Don't:
- French kissing
- Guys who don't understand the word "No."
- People who think people who read are dumb
- Standardized testing
- People who never seem to hate anything
- Guys who only want sex
- School assignments that have no relevance to anything you're learning and will never help you ever in your life
So... that's like a partial list of don'ts. The do's would be too long so we're just going to skip over them. So I'm not sad anymore. I made the varsity dance team, too. And I've really come to like who I am. I mean, I'm different. I don't watch tv. I read books and climb trees. I wear vans with holes in them with my worn out brown leather bag and I have a coffee every morning. I'm incredibly nice to everyone I meet and lately a bunch of people have been telling me that I'm a really good person and people I don't even know have told me that someone told me that I am. I laugh too hard at things and I fall in love too easily but I love harder than anyone could imagine. I've been dancing my whole life and dammit, I'm fucking good at it. I'm well mannered and polite and I love tea and rain just as much as the next girl. I listen to music too loud and scream it at the top of my lungs and dance like an idiot. My body is at a good spot right now and I have nice legs and a cute tummy. I make 11:11 wishes every night even though I wish for the same thing every time. I'm modest and will only be mean to someone who was mean to me first. I'm a fabulous homo sapien who does not deserve to be sad. I don't know where I was going with this. I'm tired. I love you, darling.
P.s. I apologize for my little conceited rant there but.. yeah. Sorry.
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